#drugs in the bathroom

[musicwebsiteblog]

xJermsx "Drugs In The Bathroom" released May 31, 2023 via Music Website (@musicwebsiteblog).

Stream it: musicwebsite.ffm.to/drugsinthebathroom.KAE

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xJermsx’s inaugural track “Drugs in the Bathroom” has become an essential tune in the New York City dance scene over the past with a consistent presence on the sound setups of techno clubs, house parties, and warehouse raves, captivating audiences across various venues. -FLAUNT Magazine

[klanceyschmancy]

‘Open the door, andrew, please’

[1-8oo-wtfbro]

give me more fics where Eddie runs into Steve and Robin, running around after being drugged (and tortured) by the Russians at Starcourt. Steve, dopy and sweet and acting like dumbest puppy- and did i mention his face was beat in? Robin, flailing all over steve and giggling with him as they sway, more intertwined than humanly possible, eyes unfocused. and Eddie, faking calm as he tries to herd them to a bathroom and planning to kill whoever drugged his these loopy sailors that he’s been annoying all summer.

[virsancte]

anatomy of grief: wish

gonna explain a couple things under the cut:

i'm playing in portsim, so the portsim characters/townies will show up. i ended up writing quite a bit for this while just playing the game in portsim hence i'm here lol the save file is legit the main driving force behind my creativity around this game.

this is reese! he's simultaneously the focus of this and not. i'm not sure if it'll be a proper story or a series of edits; what i have in mind is more like a few short-ish comics with the usage of the game, so the narration could possibly get a little wonky (by a little i mean a lot).

reese was the parentified oldest sibling of their... rather dysfunctional household. he was a wannabe singer, an artist, a cryptonite drug addict, local super-parent and an unfortunate soul just short of accepting the help he needed. i ended up growing *incredibly* attached to him lol. i probably wouldn't be bringing their story to simblr otherwise.

the main narrator is eden, his sister. she was about fifteen when he passed. i want it to essentially follow the process of trying to understand the sudden loss of someone who acted as a solid rock in his sister's life, the many steps towards moving on, and possibly the eventual acceptance of the events that occurred as everything 'clicks into place'.

this is a fairly personal project(?). i'm drawing from personal experience as well as the focus of my academic pursuits. i'll explain more about the characters as i proceed! if you end up reading any of the read mores, thank you + i love you + i'd die for you +

[wraithsoutlaws]

something in the music

[yellow-yarrow]

thinking about Steban's long commute to campus, of course he's not attending classes

[rebellum]

I feel like... Perhaps... Arguing that transphobia is defined by murder and that anything other than murder doesn't even matter... May NOT be conducive to fighting for trans rights.

Like... people want the right to exist as they are. They want to have access to hrt and surgeries and prosthetics. People want access to clothes that fit them and reflect how they want to be seen. People want access to medical care (eg. Getting screened and treated for sex-based forms of cancer can be impossible if you have the "wrong" sex listed to receive those tests). People want to be respected and treated well. People want to not be sexually assaulted and beaten and abused. People want to have access to housing and jobs, and the protection to not lose those things for being trans. People want access to shelters for homeless people or survivors of domestic abuse. People want name changes.

Acting like all of those things don't matter because at least they weren't murderered by an individual (and instead die of suicide or state violence, or survive and suffer) isn't okay.

[yuri-for-businesswomen]

someone has never lived with a coke addict. lmao

no but for real i see these posts a lot and while the basic idea is 100 % correct (drug addiction and homelessness are not personal or moral failures and people affected deserve respect and dignity), they usually take a direction or have implications i dont agree with.

first off, drug addiction is not a class issue. people of all backgrounds are drug addicts. ceos too. so i dont know what this has to do with leftism? as someone who struggles with substance abuse and for that reason has lived with and been around addicts, there are good reasons for people to be biased against them. in active addiction, many people are erratic, unpredictable, and egoistic. being wary of active addicts is self-preservation, not „bourgeois“ or whatever the reference to leftism is supposed to imply. this is also partly a gendered issue because men tend to exhibit addiction, egoism, and aggression at higher rates than women.

secondly, especially at the intersection of homelessness and drug addiction - i see a lot of these posts taking the direction of „mind your business if a homeless man is next to you mumbling to himself“ etc - it seems these people also romanticise what drug addiction with nothing to lose can do to a person. a friend of mine was hit in the face by a homeless man walking by, someone else i know was stabbed by a homeless man after they took him in. just because someone is underprivileged you dont have to stop listening to your insticts and keeping your distance to erratic and intoxicated men who seem like they might do something unpredictable. this doesnt just mean homeless men by the way, i dont trust any men exhibiting this behavior, and yeah would possibly call the cops if someone like that hung around my home or work (never have though).

on the other hand, when a homeless woman was hanging out in the hallway i let her be. my neighbor wanted to call the cops but i told her not to. personally i dont even care if she shoots up there, but if i had kids i might not want her around either.

are homeless drug addicts vulnerable and more likely to be harmed than harm someone else? yeah. do cops and doctors treat homeless people like shit? yeah. these are important conversations to have, but i wish they would happen without romantisation.

talk to any woman who has worked with homeless men, myself included - marginalisation is not virtue. many still harrass and even assault women. and these posts never take a gendered perspective: how most homeless and drug addicted women land in prostitution, how they are not safe in homeless shelters because of the men, etc.

im not saying op here said all of this but from the tone (and the tags and reblogs) it struck me as one of those posts that shames people for being alert around drug addicts and alcoholics when there is ample reason to, especially if youre a woman and theyre a man. and they never take a gendered perspective which is really important in this context, as it usually is.

[asilosmagdalena]

It's interesting how despite everyone immediately clocking Roman as the most queercoded sibling, narratively, Kendall's queerness is more often called into question. Despite him being the only one that tried to have a heterosexual marriage with kids.

The most shocking thing to me about Logan telling Roman: "I never figured you for a faggot," is that it's only coming up now. Roman, who constantly tells his dad he loves him (which was the faggotry Logan was talking about), his effiminacy, his struggles being intimate with women, that Roman getting jerked off by his trainer was a well known rumor... Logan had never considered this before.

But with Kendall, Logan bombards him with homophobia since episode one and has continued to do so consistently. "I hear you bent for him, and he fucked you," "Is that why you're paying a billion dollars for a gay little website?" "Hey, are you queer? Did you try to fuck him?"

I didn't know what to make of this, really, except that Logan doesn't really see Roman for who he is. He was completely oblivious to Roman's feelings for Gerri, even though everyone else could see it. Logan told Roman he wants him at ATN and that "Smart people know what they are," but if he knew Roman at all, he wouldn't say that in the first place.

And then when I was looking for a certain Stewy scene on YouTube, I rewatched the one where Logan disdainfully calls Stewy "My son's college drinking buddy." That quote on its own doesn't imply anything deeper with all the context added together...

I doubt Logan would be so pissed off at Kendall merely having a friend, (even though none of his other kids have friends and isolating them is a manipulation tactic) the vitriol sounds more like he resents Stewy for taking Kendall's gay virginity or something. And even moreso for staying in his life after Kendall's failed hetero marriage. The "college drinking buddy" comment both serves to undermine their decades long relationship and calls attention to them being in college... drinking... experimenting... who knows what else.

I don't necessarily believe Kendall and Stewy would have had a sexual relationship in the past, but there are too many scenes of them being coded as lovers for me to even cite right now. If Logan had assumed they had a sexual relationship, it would have been based upon the fact that their closeness went far beyond what is usually for straight guys.

So, if Logan failed to recognize Roman's queerness because Logan doesn't see Roman, maybe Logan used homophobia against Kendall because he knew him too well.

[juggalomary]

I just read an au where a minute detail is that ghost vapes because he kept craving a i cigarette on long overwatch missions and I think that’s really funny. Imagine your 6’4 lieutenant who could crush your skull saying he needs a smoke and then hitting a iced blue razz elfbar. And Gaz most definitely got his ass hooked too.

Gaz: hey lt, come try this, for when you start bitching about needing a cigarette.

Gaz: *passes him some shitty half empty menthol flavored juul that he picked up in New York last time he was there*

Ghost: Garrick, this is easily the worst tasting nicotine product I’ve ever injested, and I used to be a dip guy.

Gaz: fine give it back

Ghost: fuck off, it’s mine now.

[consolecadet]

I'll say one thing about having an illness that affects the intestines: you get real good about locating bathrooms and also convincing strangers to let you use employees-only bathrooms

[zimbits-my-love]

sometimes you need to draw jack angst but subtly

[rivetgoth]

have definitely expressed this before but why is it that all it takes for some of the self proclaimed degenerate faggot horror punk freaks on this site to really care about the sanctity of marriage and traditional family values is seeing a polyamorous person online be slightly cringe. like a polyamorous person will be unattractive and make an overly emphatic post about the importance of asserting your boundaries in relationships and all the MCR fans who post about how they need their nonexistent boyfriend to worship them like Peter worshipped Jesus' side wound or whatever with "I'm the freak in your DNI" in bio gotta crawl out of the woodwork to say that this is the reason for society's collapse and start crying about how "back in the old days people used to actually love each other." Like come on now.

[fizzing-saturn]

literally sobbing my youtuber egos hyperfixation is coming back except its ONLY ever been markiplier and (mostly) crankgameplays egos and there is NO CONTENT FOR CRANKGAMEPLAYS EGOS anywhere 😭😭😭

theyre so interesting too!!! dark and anti (who admittedly i dont know that much abt) are also interesting and silly/pos but BLANK!!!

hes so sad because hes the embodiment of all the negative stuff! but ethan did. nothing with him! wtf! and the character design is so aggfhdf i really like the idea of a gaunt bonewhite figure with eyes leaking oil and a face perpetually stuck in a sob

and unus 😔 the physical embodiment of DEATH?? he was only alive for one year but he was my blorbo the whole way through

and those are the only ones people really talk about?! i mean some people yeah but i feel like most don’t acknowledge mrs thomson or mad mike or bernice or (idk her name) his yandere ego or father ethan any of the rest of them! its so :((((

any ways. im going to go have thoughts abt Them. very sorry for the long post the tags are also very long but i Have Opinions and i needed them to come out

:(

[caterpillarinacave]

I may be stupid

[goreador]

speakeasy time